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HEY YOU E-GO !!!!

Ego is the word I used the most in my blog. We all know being egoistic led us to ruin our life yet it has been a trend nowadays.

I can't judge but why do people think representing yourself as a negative in the social world is cool....can't you be just you or positive.

Ohh I lost the topic, today I am gonna just share my instance or my relationship between me and my ego and oh Creator...help yourself.

Ego made my phrase loud and noticeable but made me lost some of the beautiful memories, pal and opportunities.  Slowly or I must highlight lately  I realized that Ego is letting everything GO away from me...

See first of all I can't grab your hand and tell you to leave your ego aside all I can do is share my thought and my experience. 



Let me share my experience,
I was in 7th grade, the first time when I became eligible for an overnight trip and whoo hoo it was like asking my parents for Goa whereas actually, we were going to Igatpuri by the school.

All set to rock the trip, packed everything ready top to bottom..settled in the bus reached our destination(hotel) and we were listening to the principal lecture, not actually but yes cause we were eagerly waiting for the room keys. Eternally we got the keys and we were heading towards our room but before that, we need to get snacks from a nearby store near the hotel and I took just a (refreshment mint) cost me just for 15 bucks and damn that's when the principal called me and shouted me in front of more than 500 students. "According to the rule book, you are not allowed to buy outside food,  now you had broken it you have to pay a fine and that will cost 500 bucks." and I was like kyaa(what!!!!) And I swear to God that was damn loud, ample enough to make someone deaf...

And my principal becomes quiet for a minute I assume, but then we had a heated argument, yup I am not exaggerating but yes because in the store all students were rushed, including few professors and he chose me just to set an example, then we all know how would it end I earned pride among 500 students cause in the starting I mention that the more you be bad the cooler you are and with that, I sacrifice no more overnight trip till 12th grade naturally, As principal had 1v1 with my parents and then they had with me..so the result was obvious.

This was one of my experiences of relationship with my ego as if I would be quiet that day I would be able to enjoy the trip which I missed and could be made beautiful memories with my pal...

~Stillwriting





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