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 When the Butterflies leave.... For context, I would highly recommend you read this first:  Attraction of Love The hardest part about heartbreak isn't that someone leaves.  It's accepting that they were never meant to stay. After Ross walked away, Ryan spent months trying to understand what had gone wrong. Like most of us, he searched for answers in old conversations, photographs, and memories, hoping to find the exact moment where love began to fall apart. But the truth was simpler than he imagined. Nothing changed overnight. The excitement did. And he had mistaken excitement for love. Time has a strange way of teaching lessons that people never can. One rainy evening, Ryan found himself sitting alone in a small café. At the table beside him sat an elderly couple. They weren't holding hands. They weren't taking pictures for social media. They weren't trying to prove anything to the world. They simply sat together. The old man quietly stirred his wife's tea befo...

Life has a strange sense of humor. Or maybe I’ve learned to laugh before it gets the chance to hurt. Whenever something serious happens in my life something that should demand silence, reflection, or grief I crack a joke. I perform. I act like I’ve rehearsed this moment before. And to be honest, I act well. People buy it. They move on. But when the noise settles, when the audience disappears, there’s always a quieter voice left behind. What are the possibilities to fix this? That question doesn’t knock. It barges in. My mind opens files instantly. Hundreds of them. Possibilities line up like witnesses in a courtroom some absurd, some brilliant, most useless. I replay conversations that already ended. I rewrite endings that no longer belong to me. I negotiate with time, knowing very well it doesn’t negotiate back. And when it’s done, when every argument has been heard, the verdict is always the same. Too late. Nothing changes. The moment has passed. The damage is archived. All ...

Let me ask you something: Have you ever felt that sharp, hot twist in your gut when someone else’s victory feels like a personal defeat? Like life handed them a golden ticket while you’re stuck holding a “try again later” scratch-off?   Yeah. Me too.   Let’s rewind. Picture this: It’s 3 AM. My laptop screen casts a ghostly glow as I stare at my 27th internship rejection email. The reason? “ Your three-month availability doesn’t align with our needs.” Translation: We want someone who’ll stick around long enough to memorize the coffee orders . I’m fresh out of graduation, armed with a master’s degree pursuit and a three-month void of what now? So, like any rational human, I do the thing. I open LinkedIn.   Big. Mistake.   Suddenly, my feed is a highlight reel of everyone else’s wins. Dia at Google. Faiyaz launching a startup. Emma's doing “meaningful work” in Bali (with a sunset backdrop, of course). My screen screams, Look at them thriving while yo...

  LIFE IS A PARTY, AND YOU ARE THE PINATA. - Adulthood  Man, it's been a while since I last wrote anything. Today's topic? Relatable, I bet. Life's on fast forward, and my friend seems to be lapping everyone in this race. Scrolling through Instagram, I see their snapshots. I'm happy for them, but also, it feels damn, they've come so far. It feels like I'm stuck at the starting line they left behind. Then it hits me – this is adulthood. Suddenly, I get why that damn Ross from Friends freaked out over a stolen sandwich. We all start at the same place, but the racecourse itself changes. My friend might've reached their goal, but they're probably envious of someone else's achievement too. We're all just trying to walk a mile in someone else's shoes, right? Even writing this feels like a release. Every word type feels like a weight off my chest. This whole "adulting" thing is unsettling, and finding my groove will take time. Remember tha...

Attraction of LOVE . A simple four-letter word, yet powerful enough to inspire poetry, start wars, heal broken souls, and change the course of lives. It asks for nothing but sincerity. It doesn't recognize wealth, status, caste, religion, or appearance. True love sees a soul before it sees a face. But somewhere between growing up and growing older, many of us begin to mistake attraction for love. Perhaps that's why so many relationships today begin at lightning speed and end just as quickly. A few conversations become endless expectations. A few dates become promises of forever. The excitement feels so intense that we convince ourselves we've found "the one." But excitement and love are not the same. Attraction is instant. Love is intentional. Attraction is drawn to perfection. Love embraces imperfections. Attraction makes your heart race. Love gives your heart peace. Let me tell you the story of my imaginary friend, Ryan . Ryan belonged to a humble middle-class f...

"Once in a blue moon" - that's how I'd describe my journey in life so far. I'm no expert or psychologist, but I'll share what I've learned from my own experiences. My past self was quite the wild child , but life had a way of bringing me back down to earth.  Here are a few tips that helped me evolve into a better person: 1 . Keep your inner circle small . I used to be an extrovert with a large circle of friends, but life taught me the importance of quality over quantity. A single friend who treats you well is worth more than a hundred acquaintances. 2 . Know when to hold your tongue . I used to have a short fuse and would always be ready to fight. But as I grew older and took on more responsibilities, I learned that sometimes it's better to step back from a heated situation and avoid a fight. Saying sorry is not a sign of weakness, it's a sign of maturity. 3 . Keep your mind occupied . During the Covid pandemic, I had too much free time and my mi...

Does Rejection poke you and affect you mentally? Let me share an incident that might have occurred to you; sometimes by seeing the success of your friend you feel quite low which causes your day-to-day action more depressing, more tainted, or chafing. Like finger pinpoints on you WHAT ARE YOU DOING WITH YOUR LIFE? DON'T YOU HAVE THE POTENTIAL? AM I A FAILURE/LOSER? Well, the reason I can spotlight this is. Recently I faced this situation, and the impact that happened was that it shattered my day-to-day activity. The un-well brainiac made me more lethargic than ever before and by the end of the day, I would feel guilty as well as stressed and simply condemn myself for wasting another ravishing day. Let me elaborate a little. My summer break started and I had little to do in activity. So I started peeking for an internship to keep myself occupied, but as a fresher, you don't get opportunities knocking on your door. You had to be patient, which I was not, which led to me over-thi...

 An average individual overthinks roughly 60,000-80,000 thoughts per day. Fascinating fact isn't it. Which are healthy according to some well-known researchers.  So now you all might be wondering what's my scratch here. Well well, you know every coin has two faces so does overthinking. One of the good is, if the person notes down in his journal it would be one of the greatest invaluable assets he can ever have, sadly most of the people don't and are missing the charisma of it. So if you are reading my blog then do start writing your good overthinking, you will thank me later for it. and now the other side - bad, which is like an onion; Once you start overthinking our mind starts peeling off the layer one after the other leading to inescapable possibility which just makes us sad, like terrifically low it can make a person ushering to some unintentional mindless conclusion.  Which I am sure no one wants to experience in life but sadly at some point one confronts it. I am pr...

"Our journey of life is like a rollercoaster, full of ups and downs." The phrase is a zillion years old but still, the metaphorical lines say a lot. Today in the world of the rat race this topic is highly outdated but ain't old cause while focusing on the competition, people often forget the goal for which they were competing. The main motto of writing this blog is to make people educated by explaining the difference between our desire and happiness.  "If you earn money in more than 6 digits you are happy". the common answer you might receive from any teen or adult. it is so stuck in our mindset that even if we want to step into something new the first to stop us by stepping into it will be our mind, then our parents. you read it right, Just ask yourselves once WHY???  I did, the answer was pretty simple and I suppose it would be similar to yours...We see happiness in our desire and for that, we just do hard work to earn a minimal penny. If we had done smart wo...

Love is such a beautiful feeling, an emotion that pulps our heartbeat to the extreme. You know the beauty of love is it doesn't see how rich you are or from which caste, religion you belong. In short, I would like to state true love is pure. Well, Today's GenZ who had not even hit puberty got a girlfriend. Between that age, all are crazy Their true love is just their attraction, it's not a feeling, but God knows who can explain. Well, some might offend but facts speak out of 100 only 5% of the childhood love stories are successful rest 95% are nothing just "Young, dumb and broke". Now to handle the situation some move on(wise) whereas some are unable to digest and in that rush of hunger attraction they become desperate to find their true love and make some foolish choices in which some learn a lesson and same some don't. Let me give you an example of my imaginary friend Robin, Robin is from a middle-class family and during his college times he had an immense...

Ego is the word I used the most in my blog. We all know being egoistic led us to ruin our life yet it has been a trend nowadays. I can't judge but why do people think representing yourself as a negative in the social world is cool....can't you be just you or positive. Ohh I lost the topic, today I am gonna just share my instance or my relationship between me and my ego and oh Creator...help yourself. Ego made my phrase loud and noticeable but made me lost some of the beautiful memories, pal and opportunities.  Slowly or I must highlight lately  I realized that Ego is letting everything GO away from me... See first of all I can't grab your hand and tell you to leave your ego aside all I can do is share my thought and my experience.  Let me share my experience, I was in 7th grade, the first time when I became eligible for an overnight trip and whoo hoo it was like asking my parents for Goa whereas actually, we were going to Igatpuri by the school. All set t...

Staying home is making us ill, blunt, and fat too much fat. Where are we lacking cause our parents are working arduously to serve us the best. let's find the answer,  In this severe pandemic to stay safe, we need to stay home for our betterment but in these four walls, everything had become advance now for mood refreshment we don't need comics cause we got memes, everything that makes us entertain is perfectly tailored in our palm. our mobile is like body part and wifi is our heartbeat without which we are a zombie. I accept it helps us in studying online or work from home but at the same time steals our Freetime & family time. this thing is not giving us to grow. Day by day we are getting advance but pointless too. we are addicted, I am sure we all will admit but not improve harsh but accepted by society. if you are reading this blog must check your daily mobile usage once. SOLUTION : 1.Extremely need to set our schedule 2.limit daily usage of phone 3.Try to write somethin...

First of all let me clear that the title is a METAPHOR, How ?? Let me solve the puzzle for you fellows. Everyone wants that if a particular guy is successful in any field the community anticipate that the person should be a perfect role model in every single manner from discipline to every single opinion for the betterment of the country.  An Actor life is a social life more popular forefronts more difficult for the Actor to keep his life personal. If he even wishes to break a rule, try to live little carefree. The Entertainment agencies will defame him, scar him to death (MENTALLY NOT PHYSICALLY). They deal with a lot of hatred every single day. Many actors are living their life on a capsule. Yet they try to keep us entertaining. I know they are getting a vast sum of money and yet they are sick. They face such disease some of which name also we never heard of... In return what they earned(STATUS) Ample amount of wealth for there parents & future ones, after all, they are FAMI...

 Lockdown molded me on how to binge web series on a loop...and frankly speaking if you see web series in a loop, we too become part of their genre. Now you might be presuming why am I talking about Web series as it doesn’t even rhyme the title...well let me explain when you are watching a series you are intellectually into that as it keeps you engaging... For example, let’s take Horror as a genre you are watching for hours, your brain had grasped that content like a sponge, and after finishing the series your mind is in a loop, and for a while, you feel an unusual kind of weird anxiety either some fear yet there's been nothing altered yet the vibes you are feeling is not real. You look still a bit confused let me give you a realistic example, suppose you are scrolling SOCIAL MEDIA and while scrolling you view a video in which the puppy has been brutally beaten, flogged him or at some set of the level you might even see some mortals are burning the puppy alive, you are watching that...

 Whenever we face a new situation our heartbeat starts racing like a formula one car... but when we face the same situation again it's just NORMAL... why so?? Ever asked yourself... let me answer your queries with a perfect example... COVID, a virus which is famous worldwide in today's date... having more then 3M follower.... while in which some of them are die-hard fan off COVID... joke apart but when we realize Corona has a major issue in March we all were tattered... those were the days when we use to sanitize our body as if we're taking a bath. People were scared when the cases were minor and now back to our current time where people have become habituated, such that they now care no more for COVID.... day by day cases are at peak but sadly the fear for COVID isn't... FEAR DON'T LAST LONG So what did you learn??? I just meant to say fear doesn't stay for long unless you don't face it.....and one more thing to add Corona was just a METAPHOR... Every new ...

  Mother, the word is an achievement in itself...THE 9 MONTH struggle of a mother doesn’t end there...in our words, it’s a trailer and then the movie marathon starts till a lifetime...The woman who is ready to sacrifice her career, her dream just to run around you, works like a butler for free...cares for you, quitting her 9hrs job just to be around you 24hrs...cleaning your human waste and for god sake what not she will do, just to keep you happy... In return what does she needs??? Ever asked your mother, if not then must ask...and I am 100% sure your mother will smile at you first and say “I don’t need anything beta, I just want you to be a better person, who is living a good life” These were the words of my mother too... My mother and our relationship are like “yo bro!!!” she plays the role of an elder sister in my life... we both love to quarrel, doing funny gags all the time and our target is always my dad...we both love to irritate him... Sometimes things get serious wh...